hmm, prelim's coming , sec sch life's ending. suddenly , a surge of feeling just came . A mixed feeling , i'm unsure of it now . I always use to detest school , and wanted it to end badly, but now that it's going to end , i'm starting to regret that i never treasure sec sch life when i'm supposed to . I guess, it's still the same old saying , people only starts to regret things when it's gonna end. Time passes so fast, 4 years flew by. I din really come to treasure it , not till now , this recent month to be exact. But it's just too late i guess , time aint gonna reverse. We'll have our different life in the tertiary education . Things will no longer be the same. But i'll reminisce this period of time i've spent . Laughter, joy , anything. and to my friends , thanks. haha, i hasn't been a great friend to be exact , i know that. But there are people who accomodate with my flawed personality , flawed attitude , flawed temper and everything. It wasn't easy to do that , i know that. And i knw that i hasn't been a good influence. I don't have such a good reputation in school u see. And most of u will probably know what i did . That's why i fear , i fear that i might get my friends influenced , by my past doings. They can easily do that by saying that : u were like this in the past. i'll be speechless. and there will be times , i reflect on myself that i might not really deserve my friends. And i'm still certain that it's true. i don't. So there'll be times i'll try to drift away, by the fact that i dun deserve them and that i might not be such a good influence afterall. Alright , i'll off. till then , bye. and oh yes, to fools who accomodate me, thanks.
